22/11/2017 Wish to be left alone

Since one of my parents died, I was at my parent's home for several days, busy preparing for the funeral. Now I am back to the house in Tokyo. What I found out is that being left alone is of great importance to me. Towards the end of the year, there will be less and less chance to be left alone. I have to manage things properly. What do you wish for Christmas? I wish to be alone.